lost...h dnt know where 2 turn 2!!!

Posted on Dec. 4, 2005 at 11:02 AM - Post Comment

to all you bloggers out there...treat every moment you have with the people you love specially your true friends coz you never know one day when you wake up they'll be gone one by one...but the good part is when you know that there coming back...but i just learn distance is not a reason to loose a friend... because true friends will remain forever you just have to feel it... "don't forget you'll always have someone here for you" but what will you do if you feel a deep anger towards your dearest friend.. that friend i was talking about knows everything about you... even the most bull**** thing about you... never failed to be at your side whenever you need a friend.. then one day something happened to your friend... it's not that bad but for the two of you as a friend its important for you to know... for so long you never thought that she would hide something from you... you never thought that she would be dishonest with you... and you never thought that she could do that... then you remember that moment when you introduced your dearest friend to your new friends in your new school... because of her character some of your new friends disrespect her, they start to think and say awfull things about her to you... and ofcourse you defended her you told them that your dearest friends will never ever do that.. not at the wrong time... but you found out that your wrong and their judgement is right... because your dearest friend just did what those new friends of yours think she would do... don't you think you have the right to be hurt? because right now that's what i feel... anger, but somehow i still miss that friend of mine but not yet ready to face her... because i couldn't even look at her straight... maybe some people cannot cope that easily to changes.. and i'm one of them... maybe i just missed the old dearest friend that i knew back then..and right now she had changed so much...that i proved to myself i still do not know her at all...